"How's the baby?"

I don't know.

I really need to go to the doctor soon.

I feel like there's a big question mark in my uterus.

am i really pregnant?

I know it sounds dumb.  I mean, I've seen the baby!  I've seen it's little heart beating!  I know it's in there...

But since my nausea is pretty much gone now and I'm still not showing...I don't know--it doesn't seem real anymore.  (My peeing has even calmed down!)  I feel the same way I did before I found out I was pregnant.  I could have imagined the whole thing.

I could use another ultrasound.